fear

its really screwed me up.

it's probably screwed you up too.

and over.

it's prevented me from doing so much, as well as witnessing and experiencing.

i know it's inevitable. i'll always feel fear and i can't just make it go away.

but i can at least try to control it a little more, right?

i need to remember it's okay to take risks.

i need to remember that even though it's out of my hands, God's doing something way more efficient with it than i would've.