judgement

(didn't make that ^)

i've been kinda messed up lately.

to other people, but only in my head (if that makes any sense?)

i stopped saying things out loud about people, thus saying things even more in my head

which in reality is worse

the fact that only God and i know how messed up the things i've been saying about people have been makes me feel like such a crappier person.

mainly because at the end of the day, who am i REALLY doing it for?

God, or everyone else?

if He's the only one who can hear me, isn't that just as bad if not worse?

when you come to that realization, it flips everything around.